Am I Happy? Of Course!

Am I Gay Happy? Of Course! Ha.

Whoa, I can’t believe the last time I blogged was actually the day I got my pup! roughly about 6 weeks ago! So sorry to all the faithful readers of my blog; that the only thing you guys can read are my tweets -.- LOL

Well, it’s not that I do not wanna blog (ok, sometimes I do have to admit that I am lazy to blog.. haha..) but I’ve been rather busy with school and well, the puppy.

So how has life been for me? Well, pretty much ok… Just real busy with schoolwork and taking care of the pup.. He’s quite a handful.. Hahaha, and let’s not forget my permanent part-time job as a surveyor.. The job sounds lame I know, but the people I’m working with are awesome FYI, they are real nice people :) hahaha..
Can I cope? Yeah sure! Why not? hahaha..

Goshh, this blog post feels like I am talking to myself.. wthhh -.-

Ah hah, the next bigg thing.. called… EMOTIONS.

Have been tweeting about it for the past 2 days consecutively, guess this really shows that it has been bothering me quite a lot eh? Yeahh, i think so too :x

Right now, this fluster of emotions that come to me every day feels like an anchor, holding me down, unable to be moved. It swirls and twirls like a swap of bees in my heart and at the same time, weighing me down, causing a decrease in productivity and efficiency in my life (LOL, this sounds so FAOM! HAHA).

Gotta conquer it man! What I always reason with myself is that this is just a phrase in a teenage adolescent life and one day, I’ll get over it. When I look back (maybe at this post) in the future, I will just laugh it off, reminiscing the good old teenage “emo” days.. HAHA

Ohh, I feel much better after blogging already.. Hahaa, this is such a good way to express how I feel! I shall do this more often man! Therapy.. LOL

Yahlah, and for the others out there, don’t think I don’t know what you are thinking. YES, I am an emotional person and I am unafraid and unashamed to express how I feel.. hahaha.. Who doesn’t have emotions right?? And all of us have the right to express ourselves the way we would like to (without being judged). So yeah, don’t be fearful and bottle how you feel on the inside, let it out and you’ll feel much better, like what I’m feeling nowww.. whoa, shiok.

So for those of you who never knew I was an emotional person, today (if you actually read to the end of this post) you will know. Don’t look at me in a weird way when you see me ok? HAHA..

Yes, I’m finally done. What a relief. The weight in my heart felt like it was lightened. Cool~
Anyway, thanks for reading this post, for those of you who thinks I’m just sprouting nonsense, no worries, you can just not read my blog posts anymore.. Ha.

Well, gettin’ on with life, movin’ on with life. Not gonna let this noun/adjective disrupt my life anymore.
Ha, chao.